My demons

Written December 19, 2005

Eating away at my soul, is a demon I can't describe.
Bit by bit he chews away untill I am dead inside.
The memories do haunt me, with the crosses on my wall,
sometimes I wish, I could just, Simply forget it all.
Vodka, Clumsy, 4AM, sirens in the distance,
sneaking out, making out, drunk in just and instant.
Summersaults and pop machines brought laughter pure and true.
But the only thing that made me happy was the thought of you.
His smile made me insane, and I tried me best for him.
I would have stuck right by his side through thick and through thin.
Seeing his lips form my name, the sound that chilled my spine.
"There's no place on Earth that's better" constantly ran through my mind.
Then the worst had happened, as I desperately tried to grab it back.
His friendship ran away from me as I watched it fade to black.
Now I sit here sulking, for we'll aways be apart.
And also along with our friendship, he ran away with my heart.