I've often wondered how it will be
I've closed my eyes and dreamed
Yet it seems that my thoughts remain
My feelings of dying stay the same
What does it feel like to disappear
But the stain of memory is clear
I've danced with death once before
Alone I laid, I thought please no more
I've been scarred by reality with pain
Loneliness fills the void as I grow insane
But as I think back, I shouldn't be here
Today I live and tomorrow? Who knows
