I Wish We Were Closer Mom :*(

I look into eyes that hold hate just for me
A beautiful daughter that you couldn't see
A mother who doesn't know what I hide
All the nights I snuggled in blankets and cried

Yesterday was my first day of school, and I was on my own
Of all the things I want to say, Mom I've never felt so alone
Something happened when you didn't show
I just thought you might be interested to know

While I was waiting for you in the parking lot
A friend I made found what he had sought
It never ends the brutal touch
Why do they pick me so much?

I look at you with bright teary eyes
Aching to tell you what lies inside
Last night when I tried to tell you of the awful things he had done
I looked into your hateful eyes, and I knew then that he'd won

For a mom that hates her little girl surely wouldn't dream
That while her little girl was hurt, she couldn't hear her scream
I bit, and kicked, and put up a fight
Bleeding when I came home last night

A neglected daughter who wishes to say
That while you forgot her yesterday
She tried her best, so she could say I escaped
But what she wants to say is, Mom I was raped