Direction from God looks slim,
Medication prescribed more to her,
A thousand dollars for just 30-
Little tablets with more side affects.
America took it off the market,
About 5 years ago until now,
People said it was the miracle-
Drug; they have to have it now.
Pain and suffering she deals with,
through everything we still have-
An Abundance amout of faith and,
trust in the Lord, forever and ever.
Lord, I couldn't imagine a day,
Without my mom being here,
Enjoying everything with her smile,
That I just can't get enough of.
I can't seem to fathom that,
This is happening to her now,
Of all days, of all weeks and years,
Why now? Is it to pull us together?
If it is, it's working, it's working,
Leave her on this earth, I beg-
You've taken all the other Angels,
Do you have to take this Angel?
I'm grown, but I still need her,
I need her input and opinions,
So I don't make wrong choices,
I need her more than anything.
I'm praying to you, in words,
That you just please find a-
Cheaper cure for her sickness,
So that she can be in my life.
* My mother has Colonary Cancer. And Chrones Disease. Everyone thought she was getting better, through all the chemo and radiation + treatments. Even her doctors and specialists. But...now she took a dive and it's getting bad again. I hate saying this...because I don't like to believe it. I ask that...if you read this, pray with me. Or keep her in your thoughts. All she ever wanted to do was make the world a better place to live.