Going Insane

I don`t know how I feel right now
I have so much running through my mind.
One minute I feel like I am jumping ahead
And the next minute I realize I`m falling behind.

All the the events that are going on make it hard for me to keep my head on straight.
I am trying not to go insane
But, honestly, I think it is too late.

Being depressed and noticing I have no true friends around just lead to having a horrible day.
Unfortunately, everyone that I need i two thousand miles away.

Everyone needs a helping hand
And mine is no where near
When I am upset I would call and tell you I need you
But it is worthless since you can not even be here.