My world is crashing all around me,
My heart is tearing like a shattering mirror...
In slow motion.
I am not grieving and I am not crying,
I am a statue straying completely from time,
My family pushes upon me comforting words,
They are liars.
They say she has moved up onto heaven,
But I already know that is unlikely,
She was the fallen of the angels,
She was destined in Hell because of me.
I played the role of the mischievous devil,
Tricking her into my sins,
I pray that God saw through my cover and my lies,
And found her purity that should only belong in heaven.
My best friend, my angel,
I shall never see you again.
