Wish To Be Dead

"Wish To Be Dead" (6-15-04)

I feel loneliness;
I feel despair.
Hardly anyone
around me cares.

At night I fill my pillow
with overflowing tears.
Most of the time I feel like
I have everything to fear.

Deep inside my soul
lie scars from all the pain.
The cause is unknown;
I don't know who to blame.

It feels like my whole life
is being torn into shreds;
This is the reason why
I almost wish to be dead.