Deliverance (From Evil)

Conformity is no normality for me

As I look back on how I used to be

It seems foolish now, the selfish sins

Never once a feeling of happiness, never the smallest grin

I eventually got sick of the secular world and retreated

But I ended up doing things I vowed NEVER to be repeated

Deceived by darkness became an obligation, a routine

Never really knowing the ulterior motive to be so obscene

Hatred and grief were my friends and lifestyle

Because I refused to do anything worthwhile

Meanwhile, my very being was collapsing and dying inside

Even though I did my absolute best to hide

Satan smiled at me as I smiled back like a fool

I was so proud to be his most valuable tool

We had a long-term "love" affair that I never planned to end

Being so blind and naive, I never hesitated to ever pretend

He was my everything, and God was nothing special

He made me believe that I could thrive on that "glorious" level

Although these current events for a short eternity took effect

My True Love showed me that I was one of the elect

He's stood by my side since I crossed over efficiently

Now eternal bliss and a full heart is all that I'll ever see