The inevitability of the end

Just only if you swallow my pill
u,ll understand my being unwell

speed times gone rush
joy killing Tiny evil mats

in the west where the wind blows
yellow rays of my emptiness glow

louder than silence my thoughts are screaming
the peaceful sparrow on the dead tree pleasing

the hopeless sorrow , within my being
lost spirit , digging for a deeper meaning

in the nonentity of existence , my soul is leaving
beyond the darkened space , harsh voices hearing

hopelessly in the eyes of reality starring
fear of eternity , he's heart is freezing