Why

Why when I'm mad at you I'm mad at the world?
why i cant express my feelings to anyone?, not even this note.
All i have in my mind is you, and some angry thoughts.
why u cant see what i feel for you is more than just lust
you confused me i don't understand

yes i get it I'm not perfect, but you're doing the same.
you always blame me for doing something you doing your self
and never wanna hear me, if i try to explain my self.
i often say I'm over you, but who am i fooling
even a blind man can see what we're not doing.
we're not telling each other the truth.

Before it was just the silent treatment,
then comes the make up sex,
but now i feel it, its getting to the end.
i might not be ready for that stage just yet.
but i promise ill get it together, and of you i would forget.