Fear of not being able to do anything;
Afraid of only being able to watch horrible things
Action without the ability to act, or help,
Scared to move,
Terrified to think, of the results that may be
Fear of life
Of failure to live
Fear of letting anyone in.
Scared because they may disappear
Scared because their ending is not clear,
Afraid of failing to save their souls
Afraid of failing to protect their homes,
Fear grows strong,
thoughts bury deep
All these things just grow inside me.
It pains to feel this feeling in me
A fear of not being able to control anything
To let someone in
To be close to my heart
Makes me fear that
I may start
To lose a part
A part of me
That they become
So plain to see
They are dear to me
So now I fear
I fear a loss
Of all my thoughts
Of my mind
Of what my heart may cost.
