The things I say, I don't really mean. The things I do I sometimes like to step outside of my comfort zone. I like to be the fun vulnerable girl that people know me as. I'm always funny, or so i've been told. I just want to change a little bit more about me. I cannot wait until my birthday, because this change is the best change i've ever done in my entire life probably.
I've realized things over the past couple of months, over the past year or so. I've realized that this world, isn't as small as we think it is. There are things we won't experience, taste, smell, touch, or see. The things that some people see aren't things that we will see. I don't know how to explain what I'm thinking.
just look outside of the box people, realize what you are doing in your life. because half of us are just asleep but still awake. we don't realize what we are doing or what we are saying because we are on "auto pilot" our mind doesn't function. think about things that make your mind work, think about whatever you want — to a certain degree t hat you don't know what the answer is.
you will actually use your mind, and not be just caught up in the 21st century stuff. we are all doing things subconsciously. pay attention to the lady at the grocery store, the craft store, anywhere you go. try to make them notice themselves. because it's the worst when you see that glaze that people have in their eyes, without even noticing you. "and the total is $25.85" but they just slide their card without thinking if they have enough money in their account.
Pay attention to the world around us, it's the only one we get to experience.
