Home Alone

Just one click away...

My concentration has gone astray.

Sinful passion burn holes through my thoughts,

while my hand freezes on the mouse.

I start to tremble like a dope fiend,

wanting to dance with death more and more.

I cringe, clutching my stomach, from the pressure,

knowing the pleasure and guilt that will be in store if I...

I can't hold on any longer.

But I know even a quick glance will lead me to destruction.

I've been all alone for days, yet today, my will power is absent.

What a hard test, so easy to fail...

With no witnesses, morality can't prevail and most-likely never will.

Suddenly, I find a way out of enticement;

Healthy distractions are conceived in my foggy conscience.

But there's still plenty of time

to bite the Hand that feeds.

God's still watching, but I can't see Him.

This has been the long-time alibi.

Should I keep using my denial to my advantage?

It's so easy to do wrong when no one is looking...

The choice has been mine, all along, but I've blinded myself to any truth.

My mind is strong, but my heart is stronger.

I will no longer be made an example.