Suffocating

It feels like i am suffocating;
it feels like i can't breathe.

i am being crushed down by all the sadness and the pain.
i can't believe it, i am so confused.

to think he actually liked me;
to think he actually cared.

it feels like i am suffocating;
it feels like i can't breathe.

why can't this miserable life be over?
why oh why can't i be dead?