Reinventment

Lashing out,
Lashing in,
I can't do it anymore,
It's impossible to win.

Painful nights,
Painful days,
Why do I even try?
It's hardly real anyways.

Aching mind,
Aching heart,
I'm through with this,
It's tearing me apart.

I'm starting over,
Starting today,
I'll reivent myself,
In every single way.

Pages turning,
Pages burning,
My life is changing,
Maybe you'll start learning.

Life isn't a contest,
Life isn't a game,
As it all turns out,
We're all the same.