Still Afraid

Oh I am so happy
You can't know how I feel
When your hand touches mine
The feelings are so real
I love being with you
Just looking in your eyes
It makes me feel so good
Like I have a surprise
Just waiting for me here
Every time I see you
Some people say I glow
I guess that this is true
But I cannot describe
The feelings that may be
The way I feel inside
Cause I still have to see
I still have to find out
Please understand, I'm scared
I really don't know why
I feel like I'm impaired
Although I know you're calm
You don't seem to worry
So I guess it's just part
Of my life, my story
A part of everything
That makes me who I am
I don't know what to say
I feel like a lost lamb
Although I'm comfortable
Whenever you're around
I don't think I should be
And yet my heart will pound
It pounds with every touch
With every time you're near
When I look into your eyes
There's no longer any fear
No fear of anything
It's like I just don't care
Nothing else matters when
You brush away my hair
Or when you touch my arm
And gently tickle me
Shivers go down my spine
Then quickly set me free
It makes me feel alive
Ready to pounce and play
When I am in your arms
I could stay there all day
Just stay with you snuggling
Into your eyes, I'd look
Then I'd see you smiling
When you're here, I'm so calm
And yet, I'm still afraid
There's nothing I can do
But follow the path laid
When I get to the point
Where everything is clear
If you're right here with me
I'll not have shed a tear
Because I'll finally have
Everything understood
Nothing left for worries
Just everything that's good