Beginnings

I pass the time with ease
just doing as I please
yet there's the ticking clock
to me, it seems to mock
for what, I do not know
cause I will always show
my desires and lust
never have been a must
though you fulfill it all
no need for me to stall
i'm just so taken aback
waiting to find where you lack
finding truth in everything
this is just the beginning
finally, here I am
where it all once began
ready to start anew
for once, with something true