The Fifth Cut

It started with one simple cut
Gradually screwing her up
Intently watching the blood drip
Painfully releasing her stressful grip
And then

Along came the second cut
Silently erasing her thought
bleeding on a devirginized arm
Marking the beginning of self harm
And then

The third cut right below the second
Unintentionally deeper, mended
Profusely bled scaring the cutter
Surprisingly she could only shudder
And then

Three scars below a fourth cut appeared
Miserably the cutter slowly teared
Fearfully descending into madness
Badly wanting to stop the sadness
And then

The fifth cut was the last
Desperately trying to forget the past
Accidentally cutting way to deep
Trying not to wander into sleep
Regretfully realizing shes dying
Weirdly thinking shes flying
Bewilderedly seeing flashes of light
Confusedly hearing distant voices with fright
Slowly taking her last breath
Lastly she welcomes Death

But then

Surrounded by four white walls
Interestingly as the IV drop falls
Shockingly she wakes up
Angrily screaming "what the hells going on!"
But then

She sees her fifth cut beginning to fade
Conclusively recognizing shes been saved
Clearly given a second chance
Secretly smiling in her trance
It ended with the fifth cut.

To those who are cutters .....