Wounded

Consumed by my hatred
towards no one other then myself
lost in a world I can't control
I wander around with much stealth

No one can hear me yell
or see me walk by
no one to catch me when I fall
or hold me when I cry

I'm just here to be used
played, then thrown away
I don't know what I'm doing wrong
for these people not wanting to stay

Am I that horrid
for them not to care
to toss me away like garbage
floating endlessly through the air?

I don't know anymore
or where to go
as I continue growing
it's harder to go with the flow

Everything bad just finds me
like someone, somewhere
is just wanting to bury me alive
to leave me alone in despair

So I guess this is my life
forever and a day
I'll be hoping and waiting
for the girl who wants me to stay...

I have so many feelings and thoughts i can't write anymore...haven't written in forever..this is the best i can come up with...lol...