Will You Be There??

It feels like when you look at me youre not really seeing me
you see a friend
not a lover
you see a sister
not a soulmate
you dont see the tears in my eyes
your name on my lips
you dont feel the ache
my heart reaching out for you
you see someone else over my shoulder
the girl i can never be for you
in her you see a lover
in her you find your soulmate
you wipe away her tears
you ease the ache in her heart and reach out to her
but i am left alone
always alone
i wait but for what reason?
will you be there when i need you the most?
when i need arms to hold me
a shoulder to cry on
a lover to kiss me
a soulmate to keep my heart safe
will you be there when i need someone to spend the rest of my life with?
or will you be gone
swept away by a mere breath of wind
away from me
always away
come back..