I Saw you and fell

I Saw you and fell,
Hard and fast to the ground
Yet I was silent, scared
I chose not to make a sound

You saw me and smiled
Yet you did not fall
You saw me as a friend
And nothing more

I spent my best years
With you by my side
My tears and pain
I was forced to hide

You would find one
After another
Sure they were fun
But never a lover

Why can't I tell you?
The way that I feel
Fear of loss and loneliness
Overpowers and crushes my zeal

I have just one
Thing to tell you
Dont die
Before I do