I loved you sister.

I loved you sister and told all I could.
I helped sister through her problems.
And hardly payed attention to mine.

I said to sister "sister tell it to me and it will be ok".
But after sister let it go,
It came rushing all to me.
I never thought that having a sister like you,
Could ever hurt so much.

Now that the pain is hurting so bad.
I asked "sister can I tell you?".
So sister listened to my problems.
Sister said "I'm sorry" gave a hug and then went to see her boyfriend.

I hoped sister would help more next time.
But then sister started saying "I'm to busy."
When sister came home I asked "Sister will you listen now?"
Sister told me no.
The next time i asked sister to listen, sister only laughed.
Soon sister started to call me a bother and said to bug someone else.

I tried to tell but no one understood.
So I went and told sister.
Sister wouldn't answer to me anymore.
It was there I became invisible.

Soon sister got married, and I was named to the back of the church.
Sister wouldn't let me in the after party.
Sister said "Friends and family only."
First a bother then invisible now not your sister.

I'm sorry that I only got in your way.
I'm sorry I wasted your time.
I'm sorry I failed you.
I'm sorry that I couldn't help anymore.

Sister left me on the brink.
I only wanted to tell sister my problems like sister told me hers.
But before I could I became a bother then invisible and then removed from your family.

So now it's time to say goodbye to sister.
But dear sister, it will hurt much more than you think.
I never thought that having a sister like you,
could ever hurt so much,
I loved you sister. But here is my goodbye.

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