Instinct is dragging my heels in the dirt
Walking, trudging, it doesn't matter (anymore...)
Where did I go wrong? A question so cliche...
No, it's not you, it's me... (I refuse to believe this)
I can see my reflection from the ground
As it is in the pieces of my broken heart
And it hurts, because I know where you are
By the trail of blood, shattered pieces too
(Still holding on to your skin...)
I've lost count of how many times we've said
It's better this way, I promise, believe me
Even though the biggest let down - is believing
In me, you, or anything we've ever hoped to have
But if I could have one wish, anything my way...
I would take back the words I said with meaning
And replace them with the lies I wanted to say
Maybe then... then... I could make this go away
I just can't... can't get over losing you...
Illusions are lifting my spirits a little
Singing, dancing, none of these will do (anything...)
Maybe she will take me back? A false hope...
I was such an idiot, I'm so sorry... (Please believe me)
I can see the tears I've been crying...
As they are locked deeply in my heart
And it helps, because I know where they are
Even if I smile, drifting away from sadness
(They will lead me to you...)
I've lost count of how many times I've tried
Telling you that I'm here, no matter what...
Even though it's just another plea - left behind
In memories, time, or any other form of existence
So I'll start over again, with an apology...
I'll replace the yelling with my true feelings
And take your hand instead of running away
Then, when I see you... I can finally say