I really dont knoe what to call it

by XblackrainbowsX   Jul 7, 2011


Everyone wants me to be some else that im not
And I cant be.
I try to be strong in front of everyone else.
But behind doors its a whole different story.
Im rewriting the lines to my script
And every part of it is getting harder to deal with
Every word and every sentence.
Its getting more intense
You told me that you had fallen for me
But when I call you never pick up the phone
So I gave up on you.
I lost my best friend
And I lost you.
Its kills me because every time I think about you I start to cry.
Because our first fight was over her.
And how it killed me after words.
To know that everything happened because of a little fight.
I wanna tell you everything but Im scared of what youll think of me
im scared that youll hate me so I make wrong choices.
I just wanna be the one
And I play it over and over in my head
And it drives me crazy to know that I messed up one everything.
Thats why I need you understand everything Im saying

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  • 12 years ago

    by XblackrainbowsX

    Thanks..'

  • 12 years ago

    by Beautiful Disaster

    This is a very well written poem, it has a lot that people and myself can relate to. its full of emotion which i think is something that's very important to have a good poem. 5/5 ^.^

  • 12 years ago

    by Amreen

    Well..this poem is a good one...A bit different..

  • 12 years ago

    by XblackrainbowsX

    Thank you

  • 12 years ago

    by Jenni

    This is a really powerful poem filled with emotions. I was able to feel the sadness, pain and disappointment in each verse you wrote. This may not be a typical poem but it was good anyway! Your words really got to me and touched me.

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