Would you cry
If I wanted to die
Would you care
Or would I not even mind
Would you be disappointed
If I survived
Would you be there
And be happy that I'm alive
Cause everything's tearing me apart
How did it all even start
Am I meant to be here
Or am I mistake
When I'm not here, will everything be okay
Will you try
To stop me before I
Do what I think is right
To want my heart denied
Will you say go ahead
Not a tear from your eyes
Not even regret what I said
Or would you be surprised
I need to know if you'll say goodbye
I have to see how you'll react
Would you hope that I kill myself tonight
Or would you hope that it's a joke and both laugh
Would you think that it's stupid
To take my own life
Would you understand
And hold me tight
Cause everything's tearing me apart
And I don't really know how it even started
Am I meant to be here
Am I a simple mistake
When I die, will everything just go away
