Despair

It feels as like I am walking in a storm
I struggle to hear myself
Over the roar of the wind
Which seems to be piercing through me
Paralyzing every inch of my body
And every step i take
Seems to drain out of me
Every last bit of strength i have
The melancholy's strangling me
I gasp for air
It's no use
I stop struggling
I lay there
Waiting for it to take me in
This feels good.