As Difficult as it sounds - Pain

Lately a lot of things have been going sideways.

I am so confused in my mind right now.

I really do not know what to do.

I never make the right decisions.

One mistake always leads to a downpour of pain.

Pain has lived with me for along time.

It is Pain that tucks me in at night.

It is Pain that wakes me up.

It is Pain that tells me everything will be alright.

It is Pain that will always be there with me through thick and thin.

And it is Pain that will never judge me.

Why do I keep this Pain?

Pain will never cheat on me.

Pain will never say I love you then break my heart.

Pain will never make me cry.

Pain will never lie to me.

Pain will never let me suffer in my bed alone.

Pain will always be there.

Forever more for the rest of my life.

Pain is my best friend.

We are brothers sworn in blood.

Thank you for always being there for me.

In all my relationships.

In all my jobs.

In all my poor decisions.

I will always be there for you if you are there for me.