What Scares Me

I remember a period
in my
Life
when
Death
was the only
answer,

I just got
Tired
of being
Depressed
and feeling
Worthless,

I don’t know
how
I made it through,

I should be
Dead,

That was
Years
ago,

PERO AHORA
I’m having
Familiar
feelings,

I’m not going to
Commit
Suicide
but
I did close my
Eyes
driving on the
Expressway
last week,

It was just
for a little
bit though,

My stress
level
is at an
all-time
high,

I can’t really
Eat
unless I’m
High,

And I’m
Scared
that one day
I’m going to
Close
My eyes
and never open
them back up.