Beautiful Timing By Amber Stewart

I should of never let you go, until I knew that what you told me was coming straight from the heart.
A hole in my heart.
Forever you will hold the key.

A time to believe that lost love does not heal.
A time to feel that you want someone to say those three words to.
A time to introduce yourself to ugly substances...drugs.
A time to tell your girlfriend, the love of your life that you are seeing someone in a text. A night previously, she tells you she doesn't care about the ghosts in Hawaii anymore if they have. We can get married there.
A time to feel deep sinside you, hurt after a breakup.
A time to feel like giving up on everything.
A time to do what you have to do even if you don't want to, to get that career you want.
A time to not care about those who act like they really care.
A time to forgive your mother after each argument or her abuse and every once in awhile where you feel you have the strength. Tell her you love her and your sorry and you didn't mean some of the things you said. Just maybe you didn't mom..but I know you did.
A time to make the love of your life laugh when her or she is feeling everything else but happy.
A time to hit the household family members back when they abuse you.
A time to cheat when she has finally believed she has found the right guy.
A time to quit near the end.
A time to run away from fear, abuse, or depression. To run into the same thing, happiness, or death.
A time to come to realization and see your always going to love him or her unconditionally.
A time to fall and break love.
A time to be strong and face everything that is wrong.
But how can you do that for so long.
A time to cry with the rain.
A time to feel your loosing your brain.
A time to lie to yourself and belive that the love with him or her was never real.
A time to find the true love you had missed.
And never let it go, so it does not hurt like this.

Take care of Yourself

Dedicated To: Lost Love & Everyone Else

Written: 7.24.11 sun.