No words for this.

There I was, yet I still am.

alone.

That was the word I was looking for.

I'm on my own plain field

grass as far as I can see.

no one stands here, in common, with me.

I stand alone.

Alone as I'll ever be.

Just my own interests

My own vacancy

There I was, Yet I still am.

Standing alone

But reaching out hands.