Jezabelle Suicide

Fear and temptaiton, the fingers trace me,
No mercy or space, come my way.
Red turns to brown, all the scrapes and put downs,
An ember exploded the day.

Hurt me, do me, insult me harder,
I love all of your kinds of pain.
Ruin my being, there's no disagreeing,
It's whatever you are, it's profane.

It's not your game, it's my self destruction,
That hollows out what's best in me.
Your names opposition while we switch possitions,
I'm numb to the unforced decree.

Deft through the sutures that secure my lips,
We don't want to hear what we know.
Yank on my hair so I know that your there,
And I'll moan with no passion for show.

Pick at the scab and enjoy the fresh wound,
As I'm darker than night can conceal.
A part of me killed what could never be stilled,
And I cant find a piece of whats real.

The good, the bad and the ugly; that look,
And you know you'll have me on the floor.
Half naked and restless, regret, karma, senseless!
We're a silently still mataphore.

A new way to show how i feel for myself,
I'll let you cut my body instead.
Your grabbing your d!(k, but I'm getting my fix,
Don't think your fooling ME in your bed.

I set it up with tight shirts and my walk,
Let's be honest, why would I say yes?
Your not all that smart with your senses apart,
Inner suicide they'd never guess.

So what am I doing this Friday night?
I'm out in the dark under you.
I'm one step too far in the back of your car,
I'm not wet but you still misconstrue.

Oh say can you see? By the dawns early light?
That I'm using you too, Army boy?
God love your pride and the feel of the glide,
Come and have your invasion, deploy.

Take what you can from my loathing within,
Make my legs and my sanity divide.
Your my ticket to hell, so I might as well,
Let you finish, Jezabelle Suicide.