I'm not supposed to care...

The tears they fall like rain,
and it's a salty bitter kiss.
I'm filled with so much pain,
I just can't get over this.

Every scar is their to remind me,
of all the strength I couldn't find.
You were the only one who would never see,
how could you be so blind.

I've given you everything you've wanted,
and walked by your side in a trance.
And now your gone and I'm left haunted,
wondering what happened with this sad romance.

And time has past and I'd thought I healed;
Got myself back on my feet.
Learned to dance in the flower field,
and had my insecurities beat.

Then with a "hey how's life?",
that flashed across my phone,
I felt my heart betraying,
and I muffle my every groan.

I'm supposed to be over you,
I'm not supposed to care.
I'm not supposed to miss you like I do,
Or wish that you were here...

And the tears they fall like rain,
as I remember every kiss.
I'm filled with so much pain,
I just can't get over this...