I'm always waiting
waiting for her to see
my patience is running low
promises after promises
more things come
they always come first
even when i need a doctor
born with an ear infection
i could have cone deaf
but instead i didn't
oh how lucky we both were
i had a viruses that needed tending
instead i sat in school waiting for her
when it was almost done
she came finely
excuses excuses they always come first
now I'm 18 and I'm still waiting
waiting for her promises to come through
oh how foolish i am
to think she'd come
instead her license and tab are first
day after day, the promises from before is rearranged
Other things first
this is the rule
she, herself
my brother
and
my sister
then my father
then her friends
then somehow i always find my self last.
Why can't she see
I'm losing all hope
why am i
just as blind?
she'll never come through
not even if i were to
lay inside a coffin
just for her
I'm so tired of these games
that's it I'm done
she's blinder then a bat
if she wants nothing to do with me
then I'll simply ignore her from now on
I'll give her the same treatment
she gave me
I'm done with you my mother
I'm tired of these games
I'm done, I'm out
don't play with me anymore
I'm not a tool for you to use
I'm not a doll
that you can use
so we're stopping now
don't touch me again
don't talk to me again
I'm done with your games
I'm not your doll
so go away
and don't come back.
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sorry if it's off set and doesn't go well together
but at least i tired
tell me what you think about it
