Hidden to find

by Innocent Fairy   Nov 3, 2011


I find it hard to say
these feelings I have for you
do I run and hide too
when you start getting serious
about you

Should I lay it all down
Should I take the risk
I'm scared it won't be true
I'm scared it won't last
I'm scared to lose again
what I've given before

Still now it's hard
for you seem
to stick like glue
in my mind like a fuse

I know I want it but
fear always settles in
and I pull back
not giving in

I hide what's inside
trying not to find
but still the feelings
they grow stronger

I can feel it
growing
stronger
thick like steel
should I even show

Should I say the words
that feel so strong in my soul

If I say the words
how will you react

Tell me God,
give me sign
tell me what to do

How can I ease this pain
I want him
to kiss him
and hold him near

This way I feel
kind of new
different from before
but I'm scared
if only I had the answers
to my prayers

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  • 12 years ago

    by PinkyPrincess

    I really enjoyed this poem. I love the feeling of a new crush or love, but I can relate to how confusing and agonizing it can be if you're not sure if you should express your feelings... And I believe that scared feeling is very relatable. It was a sweet and well-written poem. Great job!

  • 12 years ago

    by TJ Arizona Eagle

    Your poems are so from the heart, they reflect the wonderful person you are the emotional value of each breath you take.
    A great write

  • 12 years ago

    by Innocent Fairy

    Thanxs very muches

  • 12 years ago

    by A lonely soul

    Hey ya fairy, looks like you found someone new to do your magic on! Go on lovestruck lady. Luv your luv doodle. 5/5

  • 12 years ago

    by Bobby

    Hey :0)

    this is my favorite part to me

    Tell me God,
    give me sign
    tell me what to do

    I have prayed that a 100 times and He has delivered the sign. Just be ready as it might be not what you desire, just have faith in His plan

    This is a great poem that could be the story of my own life and the fear of risking how my feeling were at times.

    A few times I lost a great friend because I told the truth on how I was feeling but than after they were gone I understood that they were not a great friend because they would of accepted my truth and still been there for me

    5/5

    thank you for posting a poem that I have felt in my own heart many times