You broke my heart just last December,
And I thought of you every night.
The reason you loved her, I cannot remember,
But I silenced my internal fight.
My mind was possessed by your eyes,
And I couldn’t stop thinking of you.
Why did I make up so many lies,
About hiding thoughts you never knew?
My heart was broken,
But you had no clue,
If I had spoken,
Would I be with you?
You became my best friend,
But I still longed to be your lover.
My heart needed a good mend,
From the pain I uncovered.
As time moved on I found a new man,
His thoughts were always focused on me.
His love was a love that only I could withstand,
And I became very giddy and glee.
I was lost in love and then you said to me,
I know you’re my best friend,
But I love thee.
You poured your heart out,
The way I had done before.
And I moved about,
Fretting more and more.
Why didn’t you tell me?
What do you expect me to say?
Do you think I am going to love you?
Well, I’m not to your dismay.
This whole thing seemed to dissolve.
And I do not want you to be mad.
But I’m not going to resolve,
To the love I used to have.
