You claim that this is simple.
Black and white.
But all I see are shades of gray.
I still want to fight.
But you turn away.
I call out to you.
Whisper your name.
All I want is to take it all back.
But it's not the same.
You say that it's over.
That there's nothing left.
I tell you that's a lie.
But you wish we had never met.
I remind you of what we shared.
All those years ago.
I know it's still there.
But you're closing that door.
Is there anything I could say.
Is there anything I can do.
You keep pushing me away.
I know you still love me too.
But you're there.
And then you're gone.
I try not to care.
But without you here I'm lost.
I wish I could change things.
Make it all how it used to be.
Look forward to a day when you hold out a ring.
Tell me you love me and get down on one knee.
But that hope is a lie.
I have fought every way possible.
Spent very day wondering why.
But now as I look into your eyes I see that I am little more than invisible..
