Window Pain

by Innocent Fairy   Nov 24, 2011


I have
no one
to talk to

They will try
but they
would never
understand

It's my fault
I never let
anyone in

I fake smile
I fake I'm ok
but no one see's
that inside
I'm crying

I considered
someone
but they don't
give a damn

I have no one
to hold me
as my tears
flow down

I have
no one to hold
my hand

This is time
for thinking
but
I can't comprehend

Reality slipped
as my heart stopped
and started breaking

God has a plan
but I still don't understand

Darkness close's in

I run
try to make distractions
from the pain aching

I can't cry
while someone's watching
because I've let no one in

I fall to my knees
I pray
I plea
what am I to be?
what am I to do?

Help me
for everything
is bending

All I can do
is...
fake smile
fake I'm ok
until night
when everyone sleeps
I'll cry and cry
just cry myself to sleep

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  • 12 years ago

    by Lioness

    I love this poem hun,

    The words you used showed a lot of emotion and heartache.

    It can be difficult to talk to people and let people in your life especially if you have been let down before. You don't want to go through that pain again.

    You may have people around you all the time but you could even then, feel like the loneliest person in the world.

    All I can do
    is...
    fake smile
    fake I'm ok
    until night
    when everyone sleeps
    I'll cry and cry
    just cry myself to sleep

    ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

    These lines I felt were so true for me.
    Most of the people I know don't know what goes on with me in my life and my personal struggles so to not allow them to judge me I put on a fake smile and continue.

    I think you did well with this poem

    x

  • 12 years ago

    by TJ Arizona Eagle

    God has a plan for all of us. How much easier it would be if he just said what it was.
    You always have someone to talk too, it's a matter of opening up to the possibility of candid conversation
    excellent write