Just a Crush or Love ?

My friends say when you come near
I start to sweat in fear
And my babbling gets worst each time
Can't never look straight into your eyes
I knew things wouldn't be the same
From when you first spoke my name
I felt an insatiable burn in my chest
I almost fell out of my desk

My car keys jangle in my hand sometimes
And you'd be the only thing on my mind
When your velvet touch hits me like a wave
There was no reason to explain

My heart is set on you officially
These feelings crept up too quickly
It's the little things you do to me
That drive me over the edge
Wish I could tell you how much
I would say it's just a crush
I can't seem to get enough

I would say it's just a dream
And that it's all in my head

But I believe it's true love instead

They say I twirl my hair a lot
Until it get in a huge knot
And I awkwardly chuckle when you see
What a total loser I can be
The little green monster comes out sometimes
When you hug girls from left to right
I didn't want you to know
So I had to make sure it didn't show

I would have out my cell
Have a bunch of words to tell
But then I would suddenly stall
Can't say these feelings in a call

Telling them to your face
While we're alone in a peaceful place
Can have its advantages
I won't get to see your face with some messages
But if I never told you the deal
You would never know the true emotions I wonderfully feel
All you need is me in your life
If only I wasn't shy