Stopped Believing You

Go ahead put me down
To me they're just words
Tell me I'm only a failure
And everything I do is absurd
I dare you to beat me
For it no longer hurts
Degrade me everyday
Treat me like dirt
Yell your arguments
How you're always right
I'm done with this
I have no need to fight
Say I'm the worst person
To ever be alive
I'll just stand here
Continuing to survive
Tell everyone how horrible
Of a person I can become
I won't defend myself
And I sure as hell won't run
Go ahead get it all out
Say how I cheat, steal, and lie
I won't show any emotion
And you won't see me cry
Declare I mutilate myself,
Just because I can't deal
At least I know
What you say isn't real
Lock me up, shut me out
At this point I don't care
Because when it comes down to it
You will never be there
Say I'm disturbed, and mean
To that I will admit
But know I'm not loosing sleep
Anymore over this shit
I'll never be good enough for you
But that I've gotten past
Because I finally know
This nightmare won't last
Do whatever you want
I don't care what you put me through
I'm over you ruining my life
And I finally stopped believing you.