Memory Loss

Everything...
spins around in my head
faster, I get dizzy and lose my way

I'm in disarray
and so are the questions
I have come to answer

I doubt
I desire
but I have no clue
what to do,
where I'm at...

Where do I go from here?

I try to keep faith,
struggle to keep hope...

How do I trust?

Trust in myself
Trust in others

The past is past,
so much, so fast.
The past also
influences the future.

Everything spins in my head
and I fall off my feet.
I am defeated
with my own thoughts to keep me

So much questions
So much thoughts,
this crazy storm
keeps me up

So much spins
and twirls in my head
and...
I just wanna give up

I already surrendered
with no where to go
from the fire

I'm Trapped...
inside thoughts,
I've already given up.