Spilled ink, on this page

God I am so sick of words
I can't even believe its come to this
But lately loving you just hurts
I've fallen and landed, in your sweet abyss

I wanted you but he was there
Lifted me up out of the darkness
Wiped away every single tear
And now see it was just beautiful madness

I hate goodbyes so i'll just. walk away
I'm holding back the tears, I'll cry,
some other day.
I didn't want to lose you
But you let me fall
And this may or may not amuse you
But that's not okay at all

So I lay frozen in my bed
and had some time to think this through
As one by one my tears were shed
And God know why, but it hurts; missing you

And now there's pain with every breath
So I know we cannot "be friends"
My heart is broken, nothing left
And I have a jagged edge up my rear end

We've had this fight before, you've heard me say
A million times before, I swore
I was walking away
But this time I mean it
I'm tired to my core
And even though you may not believe it
I'm walking out that door