Today I am feeling crappy, no one understands my feelings. I hate my life, I feel like a piece of garbage. No one cares about me. I hate my dad. My dad well, that guy is a piece of garbage, he is a good for nothing dad. He can't even take care of one child, he has to be a retard. I had to go through hell without him. I wear the same clothes in elemetary, middle school and high school. I wore out my shoes when I was little and I had to wait a long time to get new ones. My shoes had holes in them, I had to wear my shoes with holes and clothes that ripped all the time. You had one child you stupid bastard. High school was hell for me. Every single kid there made fun of me. I hated those three boys who went there, always picking on me and calling me every name in the book. Of course they would pick on me I am ugly and wore the same clothes. They picked on me for a long time and I had no one to care or protect me. You know I used to pray for you? You stupid bastard, I used to pray to God, that you were okay and living a good life, or I pray that to God that you will find me and save me. What was I thinking? You're a piece of garbage that deserves nothing like me. As soon as I got older to figure out you were never going to find me or save me, I said FORGET YOU, why am I wishing for you to live a good life, when here I am living a horrible one? So FU you dad FU you and I hope you are living a terrible life or I hope you are dying and in pain, just like I am. I hope you die. Or if you are dead I hope I find out who you are and your dumbass family can show me where you are buried so I can take a s**t on your grave you EFFING worthless piece of s**t. You deserve to die for abandoning a little girl, you s**t BAG.
