It became clear as glass that
you don't trust me
and that stings
I've never abused your trust
at least not that you've told me
but I feel like you never trusted me
after you spoke those words
last night...
how could you say that
do you have any proof?
no, you said so yourself
so the trust that wasn't there
isn't because of anything
you can prove
because there's nothing to prove
I do not and
will not
talk to her about you
and your relationship
I told you why I would
turn around and run to her
after talking to you...
if it's about her or her relationship
that's it!
so you can take your pompous "mistrusting know it all" attitude
and shove it
because it's hurting my feelings
you're supposed to have faith
in me, in this friendship
but I guess you don't think you need to
which makes me think that
I'm obviously not as important
as you claim
some day you'll see
that there's no one
other than me
that you can trust
aside from your fiance,
soon to be wife
who also happens to be
one of my best friends
for the rest of my life
you don't trust me
and that's fine,
so maybe I should turn the tables,
cut the line
and stop trusting you
but I'm not like that
and I know I need you around
the trust I have in you
is something I value deeply
because I don't trust a lot of guys
so the fact that I trust you
should mean something to you
but I guess it doesn't mean enough
for you to return that trust
oh well...
I won't beg you to trust me
just know that every second
that you don't trust me
is another painful moment in time
for you little sister
thanks so much
for making me feel like crap!
