She

She isnt what she wants to be,
in the mirror she doesnt see what she wants to see,
she sees a very lonely girl,
a girl thats lost in this great wide world,
she sees anger and she sees pain,
even on sunny days all she sees is rain,
she tries to hide the pain with a simple smile,
tho she knows it will only last a little while,
no matter what happens she thinks shes the one to blame,
she sees her self going insane,
she sees her self esteem drifting away,
she hates the girl she sees more and more each and everyday.