With every heartbeat

And with every heartbeat i remember you,
and the peace you brought with it.
I even remember the silent tears as tehy fell down my face as i realized this was over,
I remeber the pain it brought as you took every ounce of my hope away,
leaving me on this road of undecided heartbreak.
Whether i'll let it destroy me or strengthen me,
we always lose someone at some point in our lives,
someone who means the moon and stars to us.
who keeps us safe.
and that one person can eitehr change the person you are,
or make you into something your complelty not,
heart broken,
nothing at all,
or you can find yourself.