Nothing but this.

So alone, I drown in my own regrets and sorrow.
Maybe if I would have never asked you what pain felt like you would have never shown me.
Maybe I ask the wrong questions,
You never show me the right answers.
I never asked you what it felt like to feel as if your hollow,
not heartbeat,
pain,
no love,
you showed me all those things.
How it felt to be broken for the inside out.
To feel as if your absoultly nothing.
When i asked you how it felt to be loved,
you never showed me.
And now I'll never feel anything but this.