I need you.

You have been my best friend for the last couple years
We stood together through the laughter and through the tears
Today the tears are not mutual; they are just in my eyes
I can't believe that you, my best friend, got caught up in these lies

I'd never turn my back on you, our bond is way too strong
I just wish you would admit that what you've done is wrong
I try to support you in whatever choices you make
But if I supported you in this I would be making a mistake

You have stepped on a lot of true friends by making this choice
When I try to talk to you it seems that I have no voice
It hurts so badly when I think of what you have done
I want to leave you behind but I don't have the courage to run

You are my best friend but I don't know you anymore
But you have locked everyone out and hidden the key to the door
You will never understand how much pain you've caused us all
But I'm still ready to catch you when you're are ready to fall

Is that a mistake on my part?, I ask myself.
God, I hope not, or my heart will melt.
Please tell me this is just a bad dream
And my very best friend isn't leaving me.