Fight

I am suddenly swamped
in the sea's of emotion,
crashing the cliffs of vigor and
testing the bridges of clarity.

Empathy of music
filling the mind,
distorting and
darkened thoughts,
contaminating the spring.

Willing and determination
flowing in the river of seeds,
seeds to grow and bloom
for days to see.

All my hard work,
all swirling to a drain
and I find myself...
constantly fighting.

Weary,
I pull myself together
but always burdensome
and difficult holding tears
that overwhelm my eyes.

Springing to life
the doubting cry
Why?

Dark and surpressed
as I strive to survive.
Never able to prove
what's inside,
what I can do.

All is lost in time,
unwinding and insane,
never seeing the light of day,
ceasing to fight the pain.

Fallen down and hurt,
broken and chained!

I really tried
did the best I could
so every things misunderstood.

Up and down, up and down
the rollercoaster of life,
the mountains so high,
trying to grasp with might,
struck down each time.

Swamped with emotion
And...

I'm just trying to survive.