Non- existent life

My stomachs all twisted and tied
and it's not like butterflies

Frigid and cold like a wintery soul
Trapped inside screams of mourn

Staring out into the distance
like life is non-existent

And the sunshines faded away,
the clouds have come out to play

And your hearts being ripped out
just because it's not beating

But your still breathing

I can't explain this pain except that
I breathe with anxiety and my tears
are quite the stream of never ending

I've been grasping for air as
nightmares fill the room and
I've been beaten with a broom

Weighed down
by all that just keeps piling
and I'm not smiling

Shrouded by darkness
taunting me and
it's so hard to let go

Living in this cruel world
where did compassion go

Don't they know I'm loosing
all I've worked for
all I've cared for

My whole world is falling apart
and this is just the start