I'm not a whole person.
Does that make sense to you?
I cant climb outta this fog.
All is ignored, no matter what I do.
My face is muted,
just a fly on the wall
Invisible.
Gone unnoticed by one and all.
I'm treated like a toy
my emotions a game,
the loneliness is overwhelming
beyond what I can tame.
I can cry all I want,
scream like I'm dying.
Why bother trying?
I can't find love, or trust, or faith.
My love for him was lost along the way.
Trust is gone, lies change so much.
And my faith is challenged everyday.
All I can do is go on living.
Day In Day out
Trampled by others
who know nothing of my doubt
